supercilious

adj 1: having or showing arrogant superiority to and disdain of those one views as unworthy; "some economists are disdainful of their colleagues in other social disciplines"; "haughty aristocrats"; "his lordly manners were offensive"; "walked with a prideful swagger"; "his mother eyed my clothes with a supercilious air"; "a more swaggering mood than usual"- W.L.Shirer [syn: disdainful, haughty, lordly, prideful, sniffy, swaggering] 2: expressive of contempt; "curled his lip in a supercilious smile"; "spoke in a sneering jeering manner"; "makes many a sharp comparison but never a mean or snide one" [syn: sneering, snide]

In other words, the name I’ve chosen for this new blog (I’d be damned if I had to name it "Hades 2.0") is just a pretty way for describing a monstrously arrogant person. Why arrogance? Even though the people who know me could hardly say I’m an arrogant fuck, after reading my past entries and reliving those fucked up memories again I found out that….

I am a huge attention whore.

Yep, no doubt about it. Almost all of the posts are about myself. My stuff. My people. My reaction to everything. I know some of you will say "hey, its your blog, you have a right to be the center of attention. Nuh-uh. I’ve noticed that outside of the boudaries of cyberspace, I enjoy greatly being the center of attention/conversation/gossip, either good or bad. I have this insane craving to hear what other people have to say about me. Me, me, ME!! Pick me!! talk about me!! think about me!!! That’s what goes on through my mind even when I’m quiet as a mouse and everyone’s attention is gone somewhere else.

By now you probably think that with a new blog, new face, new name and new publishing engine I’ll change my attention-craving, self-important ways. Oh no. Fuck you bitches. I’m still gonna be the center of attention. Even worse than before. As if the new blog name didn’t tell you otherwise.

This new blog also means a new commitment on my part.

Sadly, I’ve decided to stop all my written collaborations with other websites, since now I plan to focus on this place and the complete and utter revamping of my online portfolio, along with other flash-based projects that have been burning in the kettle for quite some time, but have stayed a bit stagnant. And with good reason. Over the years I’ve become a bit overzealous and spread myself too thin with an assload of projects and commitments, resulting in half-finished mediocre stuff and many missed deadlines. Not anymore. I’m gonna take this opportunity to pull myself together and unify my priorities, and it’s all gonna start with this new blog and pretty soon a new online portfolio.

Does this also mean that you’re gonna update your blog more often?

Gawd, I hope so. Of course, since everything is so new and shiny, I’m pretty pumped to write stuff everytime I log on, but I think I better control myself and think of quality over quantity. I’m gonna write when I have something relevant to get off my mind, if you’re eager to read me, hit the archives. there’s some good stuff there too. (aaaand there’s that arrogant fuck again. )

So there you go, Help me be a happy attention whore, and get in there and comment, compliment and praise me and my new home so I can feed from your opinions like an alien vampire soul-sucking parasyte thing from outer space and feel pleased with myself… Ok maybe not. But let me know what you think.

Happy New Blog to me!

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